Me, myself -- A dreamer
April 21, 2010
I am afraid that this piece is going to be a little self-centered. Let it be.
Lately I hav been indulging myself in exploring secret alleys of my mind.Only a year before I used to think that I am a simple kinda guy. But right now I cant think so.
Bt I am nt a hell of complex.
I am a dreamer. Dreamer of big. very very big. I wnt a lot of peopl to be proud of me. I know I hav the potentiality.
But...
There is a huge "but".
I listen to music a lot.. soft, rock, juzz. all kinda stuff. Try to make my own. And then start dreaming of being a successfull music composer.
I sing almost all the day.. My friends appreciate my vocal. & I start dreaming again. This time to be a sensational singer. I dream of a huge crowd shouting my name when I enter the stage with a microphone in one hand while the other hand waving towards them.
I write occassionaly. Poems, short stories, travelogues. I get critisised by my parents and friends on those writtings. My parents suggest me to send one of them to a magazine. They see the potentiality in those writtings to be printed. I dream again. To see my name in a popular magazine. I dream to see my name registered in the literature cicuit.
This is me. I can paint portraits. and after painting a almost acurate one I can visualise my potentiality in that field too. And I dream.
When I play guiter in a big hall and get applouded by the audience I dream..
So, This is me. A dreamer, u can say. somebody said "If u hav dreams to fulfil get up first". I know I hav to get up. I am not afraid of facing the reality. But it is tough. really tough. I must hav a try though. I will give my all to live my dreams. but I think I will be able to always cherish them as they are. Even if I become a "nobody" in my life, even if I become a simple office-clerk or something like that, Even if I finally get a very conventional lifestyle to live with I will be happy that in my dreams I was a super-star & I will be.
No doubt this articl has become a very self-centered one. But it is not unintensional. As this is not only for the readers it is for me also.
Lately I hav been indulging myself in exploring secret alleys of my mind.Only a year before I used to think that I am a simple kinda guy. But right now I cant think so.
Bt I am nt a hell of complex.
I am a dreamer. Dreamer of big. very very big. I wnt a lot of peopl to be proud of me. I know I hav the potentiality.
But...
There is a huge "but".
I listen to music a lot.. soft, rock, juzz. all kinda stuff. Try to make my own. And then start dreaming of being a successfull music composer.
I sing almost all the day.. My friends appreciate my vocal. & I start dreaming again. This time to be a sensational singer. I dream of a huge crowd shouting my name when I enter the stage with a microphone in one hand while the other hand waving towards them.
I write occassionaly. Poems, short stories, travelogues. I get critisised by my parents and friends on those writtings. My parents suggest me to send one of them to a magazine. They see the potentiality in those writtings to be printed. I dream again. To see my name in a popular magazine. I dream to see my name registered in the literature cicuit.
This is me. I can paint portraits. and after painting a almost acurate one I can visualise my potentiality in that field too. And I dream.
When I play guiter in a big hall and get applouded by the audience I dream..
So, This is me. A dreamer, u can say. somebody said "If u hav dreams to fulfil get up first". I know I hav to get up. I am not afraid of facing the reality. But it is tough. really tough. I must hav a try though. I will give my all to live my dreams. but I think I will be able to always cherish them as they are. Even if I become a "nobody" in my life, even if I become a simple office-clerk or something like that, Even if I finally get a very conventional lifestyle to live with I will be happy that in my dreams I was a super-star & I will be.
No doubt this articl has become a very self-centered one. But it is not unintensional. As this is not only for the readers it is for me also.
Posted by Susovan.